No Progress...

I'm still smoking and eating sugar. I'm unfocused and undetermined. Kinda all over the place. I have hope that things are looking up. I'm researching no-sugar menus and Monday I'm making an appointment to see my doctor about smoking. Bonus round: appointment to set-up with my health and counseling center at school to deal with all this stress around life changes.

I started researching Linguistics a bit tonight. That is my major for my BA. There are so many fields of study available. I'm focusing in on the speech pathology aspect to help autistic children learn how to communicate. I'm thinking about taking some sign language again. We shall see!

Watching 27 Dresses. My son is at a sleepover and I'm bored! Good night!

Today was a bad day...

I woke up at 2pm feeling like shit. Abby, you were so right in taking too much on at once. I'm slowing down and tomorrow will take each step minute by minute making consious, healthy, and sane choices. I'm already feeling overwhelmed and its only January 2nd! I love my friends and family. I need to learn to love myself.